dear diary

i have no idea where to begin so i'll just start somewhere.

latest updates:

-currently listening to The Script(Breakeven),Death Cab For Cutie(Ice Is Getting Thinner),Oasis(Stop Crying Your Heart Out)

-moi is taking up dressmaking classes,gonna embark on a A-line skirt project this tues.

-havta come up with ideas and some hardwork the coming month for something....

-get grace's pressie.

-get mom's pressie

-im seriously considering taking up a performing arts course at NAFA.but then,wouldnt i have to wait til next year to enrol? that'll be almost the same as waiting for the next DAE admissions at SP next year.then theres always the alternative....acting courses at mediacorp??? but thats conducted in mandarin....urgh. help here? someone? why do i feel like some freak pigging at home while my friends are all proceeding forward in their studies?? urgh. i feel like some outcast. i wonder how long will i be able to laze for...to just stay at home and do nothing....to be just a 'o' level graduate and SP dropout, to just laze around at home and have the easy life?10 years? what can i do in the meantime?? take up a bunch of courses at the CCs???? that can't be my whole life im sure.UURRRGH,,,,my life is ruined.