quote. Im so depressed.

why doesnt my bf understand me at all???

dear diary

i have no idea where to begin so i'll just start somewhere.

latest updates:

-currently listening to The Script(Breakeven),Death Cab For Cutie(Ice Is Getting Thinner),Oasis(Stop Crying Your Heart Out)

-moi is taking up dressmaking classes,gonna embark on a A-line skirt project this tues.

-havta come up with ideas and some hardwork the coming month for something....

-get grace's pressie.

-get mom's pressie

-im seriously considering taking up a performing arts course at NAFA.but then,wouldnt i have to wait til next year to enrol? that'll be almost the same as waiting for the next DAE admissions at SP next year.then theres always the alternative....acting courses at mediacorp??? but thats conducted in mandarin....urgh. help here? someone? why do i feel like some freak pigging at home while my friends are all proceeding forward in their studies?? urgh. i feel like some outcast. i wonder how long will i be able to laze for...to just stay at home and do nothing....to be just a 'o' level graduate and SP dropout, to just laze around at home and have the easy life?10 years? what can i do in the meantime?? take up a bunch of courses at the CCs???? that can't be my whole life im sure.UURRRGH,,,,my life is ruined.

IM BORED.

things i can do at home:

-alter clothes.
-pack my room.
-embark on an unsuccessful diy project.
-find ways to work from home.
-reinvent my room. ideas:

-paint my walls pink.
-paint my walls green.
-paint my walls red.
-paint my walls blue.
-paint my walls indigo.
-paint my walls violet.
-paint my walls purple.
-paint my walls brown.
-paint my walls peach.
-paint my walls black.
-paint my walls white.
-paint my walls silver.
-paint my walls gold.

-learn to cook.
-read.
-write.
-surf the net.
-watch tvo.
-do unprofessional yoga.
-bathe.
-eat.
-sleep.
-talk.
-breathe.
-pee.
-shit????


P.S: my nose has been bleeding for 3 weeks now already :'( *sniff*

WHOO hoo!!!!! I LOVE USB CABLES!

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

FINALLY! PICS THAT I WANTED TO PUT UP IN MY SECOND LAST PREVIOUS POST!

I'VE ADDED SOME ADDITIONAL PICS OF MY FAMILY TRIP TO ZHUHAI/MACAU TOO!

from left to right: 1.mom posing infront of a greek statue

2.my sis posing infront of the same greek statue

3.me trying on a mask lol.

4.my mom and me posing infront of

another greek soldier statue.

5.me and my dad
posing infront of the same greek soldier statue again. hee!

6.my family pic at the venetian hotel (macau)

7.a pic of
me,grace,and mich on fri on our way to cell.

8.and finally a pic of me and my dearest rinnie in singapore :D lol! kidding!

ahahahahahha! yeah i know im lame -,-"

the pictures my family took with the statues were taken in this hotel in macau cos my family were staying in a greek mythical inspired hotel in macau and it had lots and lots of grand-looking greek statues like the great zeus for example, so we decided to goof ard and stuff. yeah. lol.

OOOO.ooo 3RD MIRACLE IN A WEEK EH????? HAHAHHAHAHAHA! ROFL.

LIFE-SIZED CUTE anime characters???

GOSH. i just read some person's blog (i refuse to disclose who to save embarrassment). and i've just come to a conclusion that the people of today's generation have a certain habit of acting "cute". apparently thats a really hip thing in our world today. and its not just the girls this time. guys too have this certain 'trendy' habit going on...u must be wondering why im suddenly blogging abt this because most of us would've probably realised by now just how 'in' it is to be 'kawaii!!!!!'.URGH, well thats because im totally disgusted by the current behavior some youths of today are spotting.....from fashion trends like the whole candy lolita look to behaviours like whining, pouting, and giving the whole doe-eyed look u obviously do not possess....i mean, its ok if u do that to yr gf or bf cos its basically normal, but not to others. its seriously DISGUSTING. we're not 3 year olds anymore, nor are we anime characters. so pls, act yr age, if u wanna look like a cartoon character please by all means go ahead. but enough with the whole 'cute-sy' act. its off-putting. i dont mean to be judgemental, but this is seriously getting on my nerves. i have to blog abt this.

a piece of advise. most people prefer dating and being friends with REAL PEOPLE. not superficial ones. GUYs who act cute: girls think yr sissy or gay or girlie. only your GIRLFRIEND may succumb to you. GIRLs who act cute: only YOUR boyfriend and maybe yr bestfriend will find u cute. YOUR FRIENDS AND RELATIVES WON'T.

Doesnt it amaze u? how different our generation is from our parents???

hehehe! i know what u're thinking grace! another miracle again right? taha. oh well :D

Its been a heck long since i last blogged. here's some updates:

1. accompanying jammie to sleep via the phone (oh handphone my beloved handphone...what will i do without u??haha!) is fast becoming a daily routine. my poor rinnie is sick :'( pls get well soon my dear and a reminder... : NO MORE CURRY OR SPICY FOOD! he's tired too :( from all the busy work he's been doing....

MY DEAR I MISS U ALOT. *SNIFFS*

2. on fri i went to cell for the first time in donkey years with grace and mich. had a fun time i must say. i went out with grace on sat and did what we used to do in the ole' times.....try on exp clothes in the fitting room together and take pics together! hahaha! (ya i know... -.- lame....but its fun! believe it or not.)

......

ok actually i intended to post photos of me grace and mich together, and pics of me and jammie together but now i have no choice but to put this one.

becos of my ACER comp again.

my dumb built-in bluetooth software's aparently going through some miscellaneous problems.now i know what grace meant when she told me not to get acer comps :'(

my dear jammie's acer comp is like this, now mine too :(

i've learnt my lesson :'(

I'LL NEVER GET ACER AGAIN.

10 september '08-my unforgettable day

10.15am: a girl woke up. excited but nervous about the day's events. She forced herself up and sleepily stalked out of bed. into her sister's room.
"good morning *groans sleepily* you booked the reservations at dian xiao er(restaurant)?"
"ya. But they said we couldnt hold on to the place for too long...anyways happy birthday"

10.3oam: the girl walked to her family's living room, switched on her television, and lazed on the couch.
"hey yo, birthday girl. u better get going now if u wanna bathe. don't wanna be late on yr very own birthday right? we all know how slow u are huh...."

11.35am: after washing up and bathing.....

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SHEESH. THIS WONT DO...I CANT WRITE LIKE THIS.IT'LL BE MORNING BEFORE I EVEN FINISH WRITING!! -.-... I'll WRITE A JOURNAL POST.


In every year, 10 september was always a special day to me. it was always a day i looked forward to because it was my birthday. But none of them was quite like the birthday i had in the year 2008. Lets just say i was really excited but at the same time nervous too,in fact, i was really really nervous.frightened maybe. why was i excited u may ask?? It was my birthday!! duh!....hmmmm...then why was i nervous or frightened for that matter?? well it was because besides the fact that it was my birthday on that day...it was also the first time i was introducing my first bf to my family (andros's gonna be there too). emphasis on the word(s) 'first'.
The day started off as u could see in the beginning of this post. we got ready and we went to dian xiao er at AMK hub.i was seriously nervous. my family settled into the restaurant first while my sis and i wenta get our bfs. my sis met andros first and i saw them off first before meeting him. gosh, he looked gorgeous on that day. dressed in a striped shirt, long sleeves folded up, and black pants. he looked totally different from how he usually dressed.To tell the truth i felt truly proud of him.

After meeting him we walked back to the restaurant.upon reaching outside the restaurant he was utterly breathing heavily.he was shaking i could see...literally. and i had to calm him down. Finally, we walked in with confidence, his apparently faded in an instant when we reached our table.he was so tense til it was seriously obvious. And he kept very still and quiet throughout the whole dinner. but i thank god again for giving my parents an open-mind. they've been very receiving and warm towards us throughout the whole lunch. i was seriously relieved and touched for some reason. i wanted to cry. Thank you God for helping me.I've been praying abt this event for days. and a couple of nights in a row i had had nightmares abt it.To see how receiving and warm my family are to him seriously touched me. i had no idea how they would react upon meeting each other in person.since both parties had already had a bad impression on each other before meeting each other. to put it in short. i was relieved that everything went well and fine. and that i finally got to have a goodnights sleep again.Best of all, i think my parents had a better impression on him than before, and vice versa too.

After my happy happy happy birthday lunch my family and i parted for our individual activities. Andros had to get back to work (Im thankful that he came for my birthday lunch and got me a present and made a handmade card for me (thanks big bro!) He too, was really warm and welcoming towards him.) ,my family was going home (i didnt know abt my parents cos they may want to celebrate their aniversary which is 2 days later..) and i was setting off with rinnie to spend the rest of our day together.

We went to AMK mrt to take a train down to dhoby ghaut. while waiting for the train i suddenly had an irresistible urge to jump up with joy from the success of my birthday lunch. and i did. i jumped while i hugged rinnie. AND I JUMPED SO HIGH MY HEAD HIT THE CEILING.


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LOL! kidding! my head didnt hit the ceiling but it was almost there. i jumped til everyone there was seriously staring at me....(they must think im a loon) And rinnie got embarassed, "eh settle down la....everyone's looking already..." LOL!

Upon reaching dhoby gaut and walking ard for abt an hr we realised theres actually nothing much we could do in orchard rd other then walking ard (which is the last thing we wanted to do under the scorching hot sun...taking in consideration rinnie's outfit....a singlet inside, a new long sleeved shirt outside. plus, i was MELTING in the sun.) so we set off for vivocity in a cab. When we reached vivo we walked ard and saw adorable dogs in a pet shop and caught a 4 something movie apparently titled "my sassy girl". It was quite a hilarious though touching movie at the end. and after that we went back to plaza sing to catch dinner ( yes i know what yr thinking...we went to and fro vivo and dhoby gaut...but no big dealie la...). He brought me straight to a CD shop when we got there and told me he had a stomach upset and had to use the toilet for 10mins and left.)

Apparently his 10 mins was rubber time. it stretched to a half hr and i was all ready to pound him to the ground. After a half hr he called and told me to go swensons. which was where we had the queue for dinner, its was also where he "punk'd" me telling me he didnt get me a pressie nor had he planned anything for me (imagine my shock huh, when all he ever told me abt was giving me a unforgettable surprise for my bday dinner..)


Thank god after a mere queuing of 45 mins we got our seats.hmmmm...apparently rinnie had ordered in advance our food and stuff. sirloin steak. its turned out irresistably delish i must say. i couldnt be more satisfied. but though i found it sumptious i wasnt really full so we ordered another dish...oglio olio. Then came the 2 biiig surprises. He had came in a few days earlier to order an ice cream birthday cake for me :D It was a black forest cake, my favourite when i was younger. A wave of nostalgia washed through me and i suddenly remembered myself eating such cakes in my kindergarten days. suddenly, i felt like the 5 year old me again. happy and childish.lol. though i did try my best to hide it....hehehehhe....the second surprise was a diamond necklace. He had presented it in a royal red jewellery box.

*sighs* i havent even got to the bestest bestest bestest part of my birthday yet. but i've got to catch my regular shut eye now. I'll be back to continue this much overdue belated post tomorrow. but to put it in short. I had the bestest bestest birthday this year. And its all thanks to my family (andros included), friends, most of the credit being alloted to my dearest rinnie! Most of all, I thank you god for answering my prayers and blessing me. Giving me such caring parents, though they're really protective, i assume its all part of parenting and their way of expressing their love for me.Grace too, am a great friend. And now, for blessing me, giving me my dearest Rinnie. I should count my blessings.

posted by lynnette at 2:31 AM 0 comments

ok. im back again to blog. sorry if my 'tomorrow' lasted for abt a month or two lol. ok where was i? oh the diamond necklace presented in the royal red box. ok after rinnie presented me with my birthday present he insisted on helping me wear it so he did. heeeheee :D then he proceeded to give me something he bought for me a long time ago......

he had threw away its box, royal red colour too. and put it into the locket i gave him for his birthday earlier this year. he made me guess where he norm kept it and i gave up trying. it was his locket (darn i shld've guessed! lol!). he had it with him everywhere he went.

as u have probably guessed, it was a ring. a promise ring to be exact. and similar to the necklace, he worn it for me too. heeeheee. but it was all quickly interrupted by a phonecall frm my parents rushing us to hurry cos they're already downstairs waiting to fetch me....they too, as i've found out, had bought me a cake too. this time its DURIAN cake. teeeheeeheee. SO. this is all why i say this is the happiest birthday i've had in my entire life so far.

first thing. i got to spent it with my loved ones.ALL OF THEM. (except grace :'( )

second thing. my birthday lunch was a huge success.

thirdly.my birthday dinner was so good i cant find the words to describe it.

fourthly. i had a 150 bucks red packet frm my sis and mom

fifth, my parents got me a bisthday cake! a birthday cake! hahahhahaha!

and finally, my frens remembered to wish me! heeeheeeeheeeee :D

BLISSFULNESS...........................................................................................................................................

Tomorrow

Tomorrow will be a special day
It might be the one of the happiest days of life
Or the worst.
Tomorrow may be the beginning or the end
The beginning of a beautiful relationship
Or the end of a strained one
Only time will tell
If my parents will accept the one i love
Dear lord
Please make this birthday a pleasant one
Give me the strength to face it with confidence
Give my family the will to be open-minded
Give him the ability to think fast
Give me the faith to believe in miracles
And i shall glorify u lord
The great lord that u are
Dear lord im sorry
im sorry for my doubts
im sorry for my hatred
For my lack of faith
Easily lost when im in no need of help
Because it is in times of need do i seek your help
You're my only source of hope that i could rely on
The only thing that gives me faith
You're the steady rock that i can lean on
Whom i call for help and advice
In situations like this
You're the only one who truly understands me
I'm your creation